OK well most of you know about my situation with my ex. I just talked to him after not talking to him for about a week and I was disgusted by what he was doing. He was over to this girl maria's house. Before we broke up he told me that he thought she was hot and that he would deff. Do things with her and she's only 16 and he's 18!! I can't believe that after only a week he's over to some nasty skanks house trying to get laid. I got mad when I found out he was over there because first off he usually calls her house the "daughters" house or lennies old house but this time he said I'm over to marias which just points out that he is over there for her!! And when I first got on the phone with him he said he couldn't talk because his battery was dying yet I talked to him fro about 20 minutes! Lyer!! I told him that I wanted to move back to New York and work things out and he told me that it wasn't going to happen. When I asked him if he still loved me he said he honetly didn't know. I know thinking about getting back together with him is wrong but I want to be with him and I want him to be with me and only me! I just don't understand how he can treat me like I'm a piece of s.h.i.t and make me feel like I'm the one who's doing it all wrong. This whole situation is so f*ed up I just want it to end I just want to be happy with my boyfriend again!
