I have always felt as though I'm not alone. Always feel like there is someone or something around me even when I am totally alone. I hear things that aren't happening. For example, my boyfriend and I were in the basement and I could hear someone walking around upstairs, or I would hear something crash to the ground, and when I would turn to my boyfriend and ask him if he just heard that noise he would say " what noise?? i didn't hear anything" I do often see things out of the corner of my eyes. But I choose to ignore everything I can because everything grows stronger with fear.. I used to have these terrifying night mares when I was younger, and they slowed down and became less intense as I got older. Until 4 days ago, two nights in a row I had these dreams that shook me to my core. My first one was of me and my boyfriend and 2 of our friends having a game night, and after the game they left and my boyfriend and I got into an argument, so I left the house. On my walk my loungs suddently stared to fill up with water and I was drowning. I ran to a hospital around the corner from my house and once I got there a nurse was checking me out and a male doctor cam into the room and asked me to follow him to the basement it was there that I felt anxiety and was attacked by another man, he looked to be homeless, and on drugs, I got away and tried to run home but my legs wouldn't work. The next night I had another night mare, but this one was so much more intense and really left me uneasy and I just.. it really shook me that's for sure. I dreamt that my long time friend came to visit me and sat in my house for 5 minutes before telling methat my house was unsafe and that I needed to get out. That I needed to take my children and leave as soon as possible. She was supposed to stay a week but left that night. After she left I walked my feance to work with my children and then on my walk back home with the kids a young girl was standing at the end of my street waiting for me... wet from head to toe completely soaked. She had long black hair, and dressed in all white tattered clothes. She was whispering my name and I could hear her as if she were right beside me. The whispering got louder and louder and then she was right next to me, yelling in my face she was talking so fast I could barly make out what she was trying to tell me, all I rememebr her saying is something about " this is not me, this is not how i died" that's all I could make out. I got so scared I grabbed my children and ran into the house, I put them to bed to sleep, and then crawled into bed myself. I laid down and when I looked up there she was hovering over my body, and I couldn't breath, she was sucking the breath right out of me, I tried to yell for help but could get very little out, when I woke up I ran to the basement where my feance was playing on his computer, and told him about my dream, and when he looked at me he said that my face was pale and my eyes were purple... I have felt very uneasy since... sometimes from before the dreams, I could hear things but like I said I choose to ignore them... but the last four days have been quiet.. I don't know what this means... someone please help me figure this out... this has been a life long thing but as I said the last dream was very recent and really freaked me out I just don't know what to make of it.. nore the experiences... am I crazy paranoid or did I just had a bad dream??

I don't like to see the word crazy thrown around.

You had a bad dream and remember it in great detail.

Yeah, you're not crazy. I'd even go so far as to say that MOST people who are considered crazy are not. Dreams are tricky, mainly because we are left so open while we sleep. I'm not saying they MEAN something... but we CAN be influenced by things other than our minds.

There are a lot of people, in the world and on this site, that might say you are "sensitive" or you need to develop your psychic abilities. I could not disagree with this more. It sounds as if something is trying to make contact with you... and spiritual contact is more than just making a connection to say HI. It's not really trying to "tell" you something... it's merely trying to get you to go down a path.

I can tell you one thing for sure... I've had VERY few bad dreams since becoming a born again Christian nearly 14 years ago. You can learn to take a stand against this type of thing.

Of course it is still the possibility that these are just dreams... but I am taking you at your word that you believe this is beyond that.

Many things happen that cannot be explained.

Many more strange things happen that can be explained by logical, rational thought and investigation when at first
They seem too strange to be explained.

What appear to be shapes and figures can be reflected lights or dust in the air or any number of things.
Your brain has the power to "see" what is expected, real or not.

The fields electric currant emit can affect how we feel and make you uneasy.
Variation in the power supply to your house can cause appliances to do things they normally don't.

When we get scared we perceive things differently than we do when we are not scared.
And strange unexplained things are scary.

But I believe in the paranormal.
I have experienced it.

But with the recent interest in "ghost hunters" and hauntings that proliferate the TV
Now, have caused too many people to look for paranormal answers first , instead of
Looking at other possibilities first and foremost because 90% of the answers are there in
The rational reality of everyday life.

When the rational is ruled out, then it is only rational to look elsewhere.

You might try reading this and it may offer a clue as to what some may be involved in your dreaming,

Sleep paralysis -
Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

And I don't think you're going crazy, you need to look closely
And be objective at what is happening to you.

I do not doubt anyone's word about what they experience.
From what I have encountered I think anything is possible.

Keep a written record of the time, date, and what happened.

Try to get recordings, pictures, video, or any thing you can think of to maybe help.

Weather, the angle of the sun , reflections from passing cars, bikes, toys or hundreds
Of things can seem something they are not.

Have your house and yourself blessed by your priest, minister, rabbi, or clergy of your choice.

Then keep us posted on progress, or lack of progress
And maybe we can help find you some way to determine what is going on and how to deal with this problem.

Anything new with the situation?

Yes actually.. I have not had any dreams lately.. but I have an experience almost every single day. Usually at night when I am alone in my bed... and always just as I start to fall a sleep... its nothing intense anymore.. but like I said previously some pretty intense things will happen and then it will be pretty quite for a while.. the only things that happen to me lately are.. I can see things around my house.. like white and dark shadows.. usually only for a moment and then they are gone.. I can hear voices, they come in a whisper.. which I choose to ignore.. I pretend that I don't hear or see anything.. I don't ever even try to make out what its saying because I don't want to know.. I don't want to know if it's a good or bad or evil energy.. I'm afraid of the outcome.. what if it is a bad or evil energy.. then what..? They only things I do try to tune into as much as possible is picking up on other people's energy and emotions.. I can feel what another person is feeling also I can see energies around people... About two nights ago I was able to have an outer-body experience. That was absolutely amazing.. I have never experienced anything like that in my life. I hope to work on that :D and see where that goes..

What is an outer-body experience? What happened?

An out body experience is when you push your energy out, and you are literally outside of your skin.. you can look at yourself sleeping... its crazy! Doesn't happen to everyone, but when it does you will know. When this happens your body goes into a sleep like state.. and your energy wanders... this usually only happens when you are in bed at night at your most calm and relaxed. Awesome stuff