I would apprecaite your help with someone. Four years ago I worked with this guy who was the most amazing person I ever met. I worked with him for approx 14 months anf then I moved onto another job in a different part of the UK. Myself and L got on so well, we just clicked so much so that people at work thought we a couple although we were not, however secretly I wanted us to be. The truth is I actually fell in love with the guy and still am even after all this time. I have not met someone since then who has had the same effect, funny one might think. I kept in touch with him shortly after I left however it drove me crazy not knowing whether he thought more of me other than his friend until we met up one day and what a day, we talked and laughed for approx 8 hours non stop, I did not want to leave my seat. It was amazing. Then as I left I wanted to give hima hug but did not feel comfortable in doing this. About an hour after I left him I rang and asked him outright if he had any feelings for me and he said no but that he been aware of my feelings for quiet a while. I was livid with him that he knew all this time but had kept the contact going for about 8 months after he found out. I was glad I did this because the wondering finally stopped. It took me 6 months to get over this as I genuinely loved him and I only relaised this about a few motnhs after we ceased all contact. There was opportunities over the past few years when I could have met with him but the awkwardness was too unbearable to think about so I never ceaed those opportunities. Isn't it funny that although I have met many a guy no one has ever compared, made me laugh as much as he did that he is still on my mind occasionally and I suppose more now coming up to St valentines day. This is a very silly question I know but I would like to make contact and I know how to do it. What do you all think?
