My father used to hit me and kick me so hard when I was a little kid, then he stopped a few years ago just because he thinks I should forget about it so I would help him and not hate him when he grows old, but I won't ever forget...
I used to hate him when I was about 7, when I ask him to explain me something in my home work he keeps shouting & yelling at me and at the end he throws the book so hard in my face leaving a mark on it...
I am 15 now and he keeps saying I am a little baby and that I'm a woman, he is so greedy that he doesn't give me my pocket money for no reason...
He insists to make me play Taekwondo just because he likes fighting, as for me I hate it so much, I just like photographing and art which I am proudly good at both.
Right now I am really bad at school, taking F in a lot of subjects is suffocating me, and he keeps telling me it's all my fault and that I don't pay attention in school, I also don't have friends, people at my school keeps mocking any thing I do, and when one of them is alone he speaks to me really nice as if he is a friend of mine...
He doesn't care about anything I like, he doesn't even let me to bring any pets in the house, I like dogs more than him.
He looks like a terrorist with his weird looking beard...
I started to think about changing my religion without letting him know...
If I had one wish it would be an other father...
*** help me, and sorry for my bad English it isn't my language...
