I used to be best friends with two friends. They are the only friends I had/have. Now they replaced me with two people, and I've been sad for almost a year. I don't want to start. Fight because they are me only friends. Also, I feel like my family doesn't love me. My parents are alcoholics, divorced. I've been taken away from my mother. I live with my dad And he's barely home. He's always at the bar. So I'm home alone , and I have to do everything in the house. Idk, this makes me sad from all of this

How old are you and what do you do during the day?

School, then computer. That's it. & I'm 14 years old, 8th

Maybe you should hangout with a different group of friends from one of your classes and become mates with them. Your friends can never replace someone they've known and trusted they simply change their interests and therefor change friends. Talk to your friends and tell them what is going on at home maybe they can come over and hangout after school, so you don't feel lonely. And once you've got some courage confront your dad about the home situation but do this whilst his sober

I hope this helps you