I'm straight, I have a girlfriend and I really love her with all my soul. We've been together for 3 years and I do know and believe with all my being that I love her and that she's my soulmate. I am totally sexually attracted to her, but I also think guys are hot. I'm constantly checking out guys (more than girls) and I also watch gay porn and it turns me on badly. But still, I'm in love with my girlfriend and love everything about a woman including her faults (I'm fascinated by them, I consider them a true beauty of nature and a treasure). I am a man. I consider myself straight, but still... What's the matter with me?

I don't think there's anything wrong with you, you sound really in touch with yourseflf, you appreciate the human body in all its forms, faults and all. Now I'm not saying you are but could it be possible your bi-sexual?

Thank you for answering. I've actually been admitting to myself that me being bi-sexual is the most probable explanation. I needed to know if other people came to the same conclusion, to know if I wasn't jumping to conclusions. This is very confusing and it's rather hard to let oneself let go of ourselves and come anew as the person that you discovered you actually are. Thanks!!

Why do you need to find out now though? Your not hurting anyone by looking at men or gay sex are you? No your not :) don't be in such a hurry, just keep being you man, when you get older things will make more sense...