January 27 2011 I was in a car accident along with my 17 year old brother and my 15 year old boyfriend. I survived they didn't... I need help on how to try not to feel so guilty.. Ive tried remebering the good times about them but it just doesn't work. I need help. Just some ideas or things to do. Me and my boyfriend spent every moment together for a year and a half. And now it just doesn't feel right doing things without him. Its hard and I'm only 15.