Why do I keep crying all the time with no reason?
I am 17 years old and for some unknown reason I can't stop crying.
Since the age of 14 I have been to and from home in which I had a violent relationship with my mum and felt totally estranged from the family... She kicked me out on my 16th birthday and I have been living independently ever since; I started in 2 hostels, then a shared house and now a flat, I am living on benefits and am barely affording to survive as I have no help emotionally and financially. I completed school with 8 GCSE's, all A-C grade and also completed a Business Administration Apprenticeship, yet my mum and dad still see me as a 'failure'.
I come out of an awful 2 year relationship where I was cheated on, lied to constantly and which also sometimes resulted in fights, I also had a miscarriage at 15. I am still extremely close to my ex-boyfriends mum; she does everything for me and has always been there for me since day one, I look at her as a mother figure and would be devastated if I lost her, she is also like a best friend and I tell her everything...
Lately I cannot stop crying and I don't know why, all I have to do is drop something on the floor and I'm in floods of tears. I have no confidence, no motivation, I feel tired all the time and constantly am snapping at people for no reason.
Any ideas as to what's wrong with me ? :(
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To back this statement up, I saw a therapist for 2 years and it helped TONS. This was someone that listened and gave unbiased responses... lol, sometimes even explaining what I just said back to me.. and then I heard how ridiculous my thought was.. kind of funny.
You seem to have had some rough things in your life that would give perfect reason to be crying, whether you know it or not. It will get better, hang in there.