I never thought it would end up this way
Well I am about to wright something down on a site I barely know what I want most in this world. Everything I want if its juicy couture or dolce or anything in the world I can get but there is still something missing. OK I have never said this before to anyone in the world here's the story. I am in secoundary 2 I had a crush on this guy like forever when I first saw him he was such a bad boy like making all these sexy kisses and attention moves to impress people. He did very sexy things around me like pointing his lips out at me and when id go out with a guy he would be like who is it and stuff.
That was in secoundary 1. but later on at the end of sec 1 he started to act weird like started to not pay attention to me at all not even hi or anything he actually started to say bad things about me, I don't know what happened he just completely blocked me out its like I don't exist anymore to him and no I did not sleep with him he was just a friend someone fun and cool to be with. He would always make me laugh like I would turn so red so much that I was laughing.
I always use to say to myself him he's going to be your best friend and maybe even boyfriend for ever but I was so wrong. He is also really popular and I am just another girl that looks at him and wishes that it was me holding his hands and dancing sluty around him at dances. The thing is that I really like him and don't know what to do now there is like many guys who want to go out with me but I am always rejecting them cause my mind says go but my heart doesn't want to I know it sounds gay but it's the truth I just can't stop thinking about him I want him so badly. So here we go I would like to know do you think after what I said that he will ever ever notice me again like he use to.
Please help me I keep listening to sad love songs. Please tell me or give me an advice what I should do to get his attention if you can answer this question thanks a lot I am am so confused: