Long story short I luved tis guy he used me for much what should I do?

Afraid that we will need a bit more info OMG.

Well if he actually used you, then forget about him - or ask him why he used you!

You should stop using all the text talk and actually give full sentences with real words spelled. Text talk is against site rules, I have not given you a warning at this point, but will ifyou continue.