When I buy myself something, I feel happy. I feel happy for a period, and then I know everything is okay. But when that item becomes old to me, I become depressed because of my real problems, and I don't know how to help the problems, so I go shopping because it makes me feel better. I feel like I want everything. I don't want to keep on blowing my money on things. I want to live a normal life, where I could be happy without items. I don't know how to help myself. :(
