I'm not really good at anything, the only people who think differently is my family,and their friends,who are too scared to face the facts, I'm ugly because no guy that I like seems to like me back and I know it deep down so I don't say anything, and I'm stupid because nothing I ever say matters,unless it's wrong of course, most of my friends abandon me eventually or end up moving, and I never hear from them again, and even adults hate me, my parents divorced when I was 6, and eventually lived w/ a phsycotic woman for several years, during that time some where my mother got cancer,(she doesn't have it anymore), a few months after she was cured, the doctor called and told me that my mom may have leukhemia ( she doesn't thand God) I started to cry, and my roommate said " oh don't start cry'in now infact you're the reason your mother had cancer in the first place!" we got away from her, but awhile, after we moved my mother still wanted to be friends w/ her ,forsakeing what that woman did to my brother and I, I don't really think that I have a purpose other than to give comfort through my own misurey, people look at me and probably think " well at least i'm not her"... I don'teven know what to do sometimes I wish I was born with out petty emotions such as this, because being a robot is better than then having to cry everyday over dumb matters such as this

I don't know why this is posted under Computers.

You need to speak with a therapist about all the issues in your life.

This seems to be a little contrary to what you have posted here - https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/teens/...gs-524700.html

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Hi 'Angel'lotaku,

Please don't feel sad... there is soooooo much more to your life that you realise! You are a Blessed individual; never forget that! You are loved but whatever you are going through is clouding your vision and you are failing to see that pple are reaching out to you. Just b'cause a boy does not like you back, it does NOT mean you are ugly, maybe they have g/f already, or maybe your not their type, so what... Always remember, no one can reject you, if you accept you!! Just think it's their loss and move on.

You must try and tap into some counselling which will support you to start viewing your glass half full, rather than half empty... Also, if you have time, register to become a volunteer to pple who are really disadvantaged and you will instantly see how much of a Blessing your life is and you may even find your purpose in life...

Thank God for your Life and keep your chin up.

God Bless xxx

Comment on liongal's post

Well it's not just that it's that anything I say is automatically wrong for many years I've been isolated or stereotyped and labbled w/ aspurgers aspurgers syndrone,my brother condemed me to hell because I disagreed w/ him on something petty things

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Because a thearipist ruined my life by breaking thrules of confidentialit and told the phsycotic roommate everything I said which caused my brother and I to be emotionally abused for her to basicl say that I'm the reason my mom has cancer,fat,useless

Then the therapist HAS to be reported to the licensing board. I'm sure you know what you were told is nonsense - no person can cause another person to have cancer.

Find another therapist - after you report the first one.

Stop listening to the idiots who put you down, and start loving yourself, and being good to yourself.

We never know our purpose in life but we do have to be ready when we find it. How old are you?

You should really see a therapist.
Not a single purpose? Your ugly? Your stupid?
I don't believe that, not even for a second.
One always have a pupose, it might take some time to find, but it's out there.
Your typing seems fine, which is a indicator that your not an idiot. And you have to remember people are smart in different ways, like me for example - I'm logical, but I got the memory of a gold fish, I couldent do math equations if my live depended on it. And why? Because I haven't trained it - everything can be trained, if you feel something could be better, you can change it. BUT ITS NOT CERTAIN that you need to change anything. I don't know you, perhaps your fine perhaps better than fine, maybe you just gotten beaten down by those idiots you listen to. And I can tell that your better off in your life than the idiots that put you down, because people lashing out at others have problems within them self, that they can only cope with by putting down others, and that my dear is pathetic.

I hope you get better because you deserve it :)