I *****ing hate life. From the moment where born where expected to gain an education, which leads us to a job. Where then expected to work until the day where physically and mentally unable to do so anymore. We expend so much *****ing time and energy working that we have no time left to truly take advantage of our life's. Although the way our society is set up, if you don't work and don't make money, you can't afford to feed yourself, provide yourself with shelter or indulge in any of life's supposed “pleasures”. And all the while we work, we are simply making some other ****head richer e.g. our boss, or the government (through the payment of taxes). On the side of all of this going on where supposed to meet a partner, love them, marry them and then have kids so they can suffer through all this ****ing bull****.
A long time back, I accepted how dead ended and pathetic the life's we are supposed to lead are, and I maintained steady employment. Worked my *** off every day, doing a job I hated, and copping abuse from c**ts all *****ing day long. I got by.
I had a girlfriend at the time, she meant the world to me. One day, she told me she was bored of me and left, moved countries and all. I was *****ing destroyed. I never saw it coming.
It left me lost and confused and not paying attention to the outside world perhaps as much as I should've been. 2 hours after she left, I walked onto the road and was hit by a car. It shattered both my knee caps, and broke numerous bones in both my legs. As a result, I lost my job.
Many months have passed, and I still can't walk.
All this time alone has pointed out to me just how horrid the world and society itself is.
Since then I've unsuccessfully tried to kill myself 6 times.
Don't get me wrong this is not a *****ing cry for attention. I just want to ask a question to see if anyone can give me any decent reason as to why I should change the path I'm going down.
Can anyone give me a single reason, why life is worth living?
What is so *****ing great about all this *****ing sh*t?
Honestly what is the point of carrying on?