My boyfriend killed himself some days ago
My boyfriend killed himself some days go. Now I'm really depressed. He was my everything, even though we were just together for 1 year but I love him so much. I don't know what to do. It hurts me so much. Without him, I feel like I don't want to continue my life. My friends are still with me, but I just block myself in my room and cry all day long. He is the only one I want to talk with, now he is gone and never come back to my life. He was depressed and stressed out, I can't help him too much. Now he flied away and I'm still staying here and facing this pain all alone. I miss him so much. Every memory with him is just like yesterday and today I already lost him forever. If I kill myself, whether I can meet him again on heaven?
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Blackcoffee... My wife and I took the marriage vows, 46 yrs wasn't supposed to be the end. I was supposed to go 1st I am older. Find a bereavement group and you will hear the pain we all have. Some sad poems. http://www.lovejoey-poems.blogspot.com