My fiancé died this week in a tragic car accident. She meant the world to me. We loved each other so much, and were so excited about our future together. We had known each other since middle school. We both were about to turn 28 within the next two months. Every morning I wake up and cry. Sometimes I don't stop crying for hours. I don't want to go on without her. I just want to die, and am on the verge of suicide. My mother died 2 months ago, and my fiancé was my source of strength. I don't know how I am going to get through this.
I need to know if this ever gets better. If any one has had to deal with the loss of a fiancé please help. If you have not had a fiancé or spouse pass away, please don't reply. I've had support come from so many friends and family, but it falls on deaf ears. They do not understand my pain, and no words will bring her back to me. I am also not religious.