Long distance relationship...
Hi.. Im having a long distance relationship with my boyfriend for 5 months now and we actually had a time together for a month only.. He lives in an another country and we are both college students so its hard for us to travel and meet.. We didn't see each other for 5 months...
The thing is.. Lately, whenever we chat, we end up fighting.
The reasons are.. I hate him being so self centered. I hate how he gets sensitive to me. What I more hate is.. I can't feel that I'm loved anymore. He is so sweet and very nice.. very thoughtful.. but walking alone.. spending my time alone every weekends.. everything.. no movies. No hugs. No laughing.. I just hate it all..
its like I'm having a relationship with this imaginary guy.. its like the one I'm having a conversation is a computer software that just responds to what I say and just say random things...
I don't know how to deal with this relationship..
I don't like anyone..
by the way.. right before meeting my current boyfriend, my ex treated me so bad... I closed my heart and swore to never meet a guy anymore but mt current boyfriend changed that perspective but here I am again.. doubting... what is love?.
am I just impatient...