Hi.. Im having a long distance relationship with my boyfriend for 5 months now and we actually had a time together for a month only.. He lives in an another country and we are both college students so its hard for us to travel and meet.. We didn't see each other for 5 months...

The thing is.. Lately, whenever we chat, we end up fighting.
The reasons are.. I hate him being so self centered. I hate how he gets sensitive to me. What I more hate is.. I can't feel that I'm loved anymore. He is so sweet and very nice.. very thoughtful.. but walking alone.. spending my time alone every weekends.. everything.. no movies. No hugs. No laughing.. I just hate it all..
its like I'm having a relationship with this imaginary guy.. its like the one I'm having a conversation is a computer software that just responds to what I say and just say random things...

I don't know how to deal with this relationship..
I don't like anyone..

by the way.. right before meeting my current boyfriend, my ex treated me so bad... I closed my heart and swore to never meet a guy anymore but mt current boyfriend changed that perspective but here I am again.. doubting... what is love?.
am I just impatient...

How long were you broken up from the abusive ex, before you met this new guy, and how long did you date before the separation for college?

I broke up with my ex 4 months before I met my current boyfriend. We dated for 2 months and we were officially on for a month then separation came..

I will be honest, but 4 months is not a long time for a proper healing after a very unsuccessful break up, and rebounding to another guy and trying to build a relationship with a stranger and a long distance one at that, is a very hard road to travel. You already show signs of discontent, that your needs aren't being met, and how could they? He isn't there.

LDR"s are hard enough for the best, and most mature but, you may have to face the fact its not for you, at this time of your life. I mean can you honestly say you have built a life you are happy with for yourself without a partner, after your other relationship failed??