I'm having my boyfriend move out today and I feel so incredibly lonely
I feel it's the right thing to do because he has been living with me for seven months and hasn't paid me any rent money. So for all this time I have made sure he had a warm place to stay, a bed to sleep in, gas in his car, and food to eat. For all of this I felt I deserved some appreciation, but he has recently made it very clear he has no respect for me and acts like he is entitled to these things. I was feeling rather neglected so I voiced my feelings to him. All he had to say to me was that I was obviously putting too much effort into the relationship because he was not going to put the same effort into it. I really care about him, but I can't have someone who talks down to me and tries to demoralize me endlessly. Still, I worry that I might be missing out on a man that could one day be very worth my time. Mostly though, I just feel lonely already.
So my boyfriend moved out today at my request.
The whole time he was leaving he was so incredibly cold, and that's understandable. I just can't get to sleep. I want him to be here and hold me so desperately, but there's no going back. I just feel so alone and can hardly stand it. I'm sure that across town he is feeling the same way... Oh gosh how long will I feel like this?
I just had my boyfriend move out lastnight. Already I'm feeling huge regret.
He's deleted me on Facebook, and we always shared a cell phone, so the only way to talk to him is to e-mail him. He had his downfalls, but the more I think about it, the less I feel I gave him a real chance to redeem himself. What do I do? Should I just accept my mistake and live with it? Or can I still get him back, while still sticking to my convictions?