I've always been really shy and I made a few close friends in elementary school but then my closest friend who was also shy moved to a different school and from what I heard isn't shy anymore and has a bunch of new friends and I am happy for her but at the same time I am envious because all of my other friends got grew away from me when I got to high-school and we barely talk anymore. I try to talk to them but they ignore me and one told me they don't talk to me because I am socially awkward I am trying to make new friends but it seems like all the friends are taken and I am just being forgotten and the world is moving without me.my only friends right now are my cat and my bird but I still feel very lonely