I have made a decision that I want to be adopted. My parents are illgetimate drunks and in their eyes the only person that exists in my brother. People might here that and say oh she is just overeacting,but no I am actually making an understatement. Everyone around me notices it,and is says "that isn't fair". It isn't like I am starving for attention or anything. It is just that me and my brother(my brother has done a lot of VERY serious things that I would not even imagine doing!) can do the same thing,and he gets excuses made for him(he isn't like disabled or anything,he is perfectly normal!),but I get cussed out and called all kind of names,and they tell me you are "going to grow up and find yourself in a corner talking to yourself", or they tell me "you are a stupid b&*%$" and just last night, my mother said "I'm going to have some *people*(she actually said their names) beat your a&%. It has been times when my mother has been in one of her drunken rages and started blaming me for her problems. I don't want to go into foster care. I just want to be adopted,and would like to know the process?
