My boyfriend of almost 4 years would rather masturbate than have sex..
Ok, so I am 31, just turned. I am extremely sexual. My Libido is sky high. My boyfriend used to be very sexual and experimental. Used to be, is key here. We never have sex, I have no idea what has happened. I catch him maturbating, and instead of inviting me, he hides and denise it. I hate it. Porn has always been OK with me, nothing against it, until now. I am extremely jealous now because he chooses to watch and only think of himself. He never gives me foreplay, NEVER. He, in fact, has only given me oral sex twice in our relationship. I give it to him all the time, well not anymore because I am hostille, but I used to. Will this ever change? I love him, I"'m just so not in love with our sex life, or very much lack there of. I hate who I am becoming, a freakin private investigator...do his boxers have *** on them (always), am I checking the history on the computer...it's a horrible, unflattering experience all together, I don not wan't to be "that girl." I am really attractive, I just don't get it, if anyone at all can help, I will be forever grateful.
Thank you all-
Lonely, LBC