In an open relationship and jealous as hell!
HI
I am medical student in a loving long distant relationship with the most wonderful man.
But a few weeks ago I slept with a friend and after careful consideration we both decided we want it to be an open relationship.
I had no problem with this arrangement,in fact I was enjoying it because he was just so wonderful to me,we did it all,took long walks,gazed into each others eyes,all the things that people do in a relationship.
Unfortunately I fell in love with him,I am still in love with him.
However a week ago he started to become very distant he didn't call,he tells me he's busy when I come over.
Last night we all went out as friends,and he was with some other woman,in a nutshell they were all over each other,I saw them leaving together,I got so jealous that I felt like stabbing her eyes out,but I just sat there the entire night,I basically froze.
I don't know what to do anymore and I feel so stupid because I thought I could handle being a cheater and now it has all come back to bite me,I have to c this guy everyday in class.and that just makes it so much harder.