I'm straight but I think I'm in love with my gay best friend.
So a few days ago my best friend told me he was gay. I'm the only person he's told so I'm really flattered that he told me, but ever since he told me he was gay I can't get him out of my mind and I can't stop thinking about him. And I think I've started to like him more than a best friend. Now I've had stupid, silly guy crushes before but I've never felt this way about a boy before. Now, whenever I'm on my own I'm fine, but whenever I'm with him I'm attracted to him. But I can't just tell him because he's only recently told me, he knows I'm straight and he doesn't like talking about him being gay. I'm scared to tell him and if I do it's most likely going to be a messege over Facebook, but I'm scared that if I tell him he won't like me and it may ruin the friendship. I'm straight, I like girls but I don't know why I'm attracted to him, I don't get turned on but guys, so I'm really scared and confused.
We're both 14.