Comment on pandead's post
My school was until grade9 only
I still love her but she's mysterious
In late 2005 (5) years ago I received a love note from the hottest girl in my school, I was 13 she apparently had a crush on me and wanted me as her boyfriend of course I accepted, (AND That's WHEN I HAD MY FIRST LOVE) we loved each other so much.
After a very nice 7 months of peace and love, we planned to go for a swim ME HER and my BEST FRIEND and that's the (first time she meets him) , we spent some time had some fun I started to realize that she's ignoring me in the pool and around.
She didn't dump me she didn't say any thing! 2 3 days passed SHE JUST Stopped CALLING and TEXTING.. and then recognized that she doesn't want a contact with me she doesn't like me any more, I got so depressed, she left me while I STILL LOVE HER, I called I texted asking why she's leaving me but she never answered.
She started to reply after a week of calling and texting , (summer 2006)
[[saying that she wants me to forget her]]( without an explanation, AND I HAD NOOO IDEA why she's doing this...
I stopped contacting her while I'm being tortured.
I didn't see or contact her for a long time,
(late 2006) I knew that my best friend and her hooked up and that's why she left me.
(then I had a fight with him)
Some how I heard that she moved to another city in SUMMER of 2007.
I e-mailed saying hi and how's her new life AND SHE REPLIED in proper nice way WE STARTED TALKING AGAIN she started to apologize allot and allot, I accepted her apologies cause I still had feelings for her.
Some how my family and I had to move to the city where she lives! We had occasional chats and phone calls ,
(((hint::she was never out of my mind))
She knew that we moved, we planned to c each other after a very long time ((((DECEMBER 2008))) I saw her for one hour only as a friend I miss, we stayed in touch occasional contact etc..
And now I'm 18 she's 17 the next time I've seen her was in((NOVEMBER 19 2010)), she came over and slept here I couldn't believe it cause she surprised me, we remembered old times she showed me love we made out (took a couple of pics) we slept beside each other holding hands (NO SEX).. it was the first wonderful night for me in a long time
OK here's the thing she has a boy friend and they r together for the last 2 years <<>> she told me this, that's when I lost hope cause I thought that she's single and we have another chance,she leaves the next day, and that's when I get sad and depressed again... I called her after a month to check how she's doing she was talking to me so kindly and sweet it was a 5 minute call,, then for like a month or so there was no contact until I called her when I was drunk asking to c her , she said OK and I actually went and saw her took her for dinner and enjoyed our time ,she seemed to be happy and glad , OK Here's THE PART I drop her home and we flash kiss and then she tells me its over with her BOYFRIEND!
I send her a message saying U MAKE ME LOVE THIS LIFE but she replies in a really dry way saying that she a magician I replied saying HOPE THIS MAGIC LASTS, and then she was like WELL IF U WANT IT TO U GOT TO TRY!!
I got pissed and I ditched but told her good night later at night..
Next day I reply the last text she sent saying that BABY ID TRY FOR SOMEONE LIKE U..
And she didn't reply I all-most died this day :(...
I sent her a love song WITH NO DAMN REPLY
That's when I had to accept the fact of me getting tortured by her and wanting to forget her.
1 month passed...
Another month passes.. AND SHE CALLS !
I answered her call saying WHAT MADE U Want to CALL ME ! Not too much attention
And NOW SHE KEEPS ON CALLING W D F CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANN I DOOOOOOO!?
I still have feelings for her but she hurted me so bad!
AND SHES STILL WITH HER BF
HIINNTTT: she never ever compliments me in a any way she doesnt even say i miss u , while I DO...
Comment on talaniman's post
Tell you >deleted expletive< and don't say a wuss! I didn't mention every thing that happened I can write pages about her!
++++++ YOU her and this SITE can suk my mojo
