My suicidal desires are still lingering
I've posted on these boards a fair bit about myself and my struggle with my will to live. I took a lot of your advice in hopes that it would lead me towards happiness, less chaos and possibly will to continue on living. I know 6 months isn't a lot of time but I feel like some change (even if minor) should've happened by now.
My wish for the "relief" of suicide hasn't changed at all after months of getting myself into social situations, seeing a psychologist, going to the gym, studying more and fixing eating and sleeping habits.
I feel as if life could've tossed me a small bone or something... I'm not even sure of how to go about my life AMHD...