Scared to sleep because of bad spirits hurting me in my dreams
I have always had unexplainable things happen to me mostly, as far as I can remember. When I was younger I would see things fly off shelves, or have lights behind me in pictures. As I got older things got worse from scary noises, cabinets open when I would get up, to bad dreams. Now I see things I believe to be good and evil spirits or beings, awake or asleep. During the day if I see anything they don't seem to want to bother me. But I am scared to death to go to sleep anymore because there has been something dark trying to hurt me, more and more. My boyfriend has to shake me out of sleep because I'm crying, shaking, can't breathe, or scream like something is keeping me from talking. Sometimes it feels like weight is laying on top of me, sometimes it takes over my good dreams and squeezes my spine and throat. But I don't even fall asleep and I can hear loud footsteps and feel like something is breathing heavy over me. I just don't understand why so much is happening now. Is anyone going through this?