Girlfriend broke up after 2 and a half years
hello, I normally don't write posts and stuff on the internet but tonight was one of worst nights I've ever had. The past 2-4 weeks me and my girlfriend of 2 1/2 years have been kind of on the outs. I mean, we would kiss at most, nothing intimate and we would talk and I could just tell that she didn't feel the same for me anymore. Knowing this, I tried everything I could to win her "love" back. I mean everything, taking her out for dinner, trying to really vent to her about what's going on as she never really told me. We have been so close since the beginning of the relationship. We loved each other so much and it hurts me to even type this right now as we both had talked of moving in together and just telling each other we were in love so much and nothing would ever change that. I know it may sound typical, but I'm 20 years old and been dating her since 17 and she is now 19. Im feeling completley awful right now. We would do everything together, and I love her so much. Everything reminds me of her, and I feel like I'm losing control of myself because it was just so friggen random. I mean, we've had previous fights which have gotten pretty bad but this was in the past. Im so sad and lonely right now I feel helpless, Im not a weak man either, I rarley shed a tear and this has torn me into two pieces, I can hardley eat or sleep. I will continue praying and hoping for the best. :(
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Thanks for replying.. yea I guess we really are in a similar situation, I hope by 3 days ill be feeling a little better myself but it feels like it will never happen. Just like you send anything songs/movies everything. Man its so hard, it hurts sobad
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I know man, wish we could talk in real life rather then on a computer but we feel exactly the same way. Im so hurt inside it I think about death a lot and I feel like I'm shock still. I only have a few characters remaining but if you want to talk further
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Email me at [email protected] id be happy to talk this out. Its tearing me apart I feel like I'm going nuts. I feel you bro. F*** this man.