my life has been a waste, I have failed in every job every relationship and at anything I ever tried. I get up I sit at home, drink have sex with people I have no feelings for I lie to everyone that I'm OK and I have a job but truth is I have nothing and my life is of little value . If I kill myself I won't be missed, I don't know wer to do it as if I kill myself at home I mite not be found for months as I go weeks without seeing anyone . Think I mite hang myself in the local park so the nextday ill be found. I'm 26 and I don't think I've lived a day