Me and my ex are having issues, but I desperately want her back
Ok so me and my ex were dating for two years. Just entering different colleges. We have broken up twice before. The first time she wanted to go into college single and a week later thought we should get back together. The second time which happened about a year and a half after the first break up was for the reason that she wanted to experience college single. She wanted to mature and grow on her own. This time we made a few adjustments that allowed her to feel less constricted by the relationship. But the this time almost a year later she really wanted that time to mature on her own. She also put forth the possibility of trying dating again in the distant future. But three weeks after this break up we were at a mutual friends party. And as we were in the same room she started making out with an aqaintance. I got really upset and emotional and said a lot of bad things that I feel really hurt our friendship.
Is there any chance that I can work this out? I just want some advice considering I am still blindly in love with her.