Am a 25 years girl.. am a engineering graduate... my proablem is am a physically handicap girl... I don't have the feel that am a handicap in my school days. When I entered into my college life my surroundings make to me to feel am a handicap. I have lot of friends but no one is dearest to me.. my lover's mom refused me bcoz of my problem. He also accept his mom's thought... after that I was depressed one that time a new person came into my life he is having all bad habits smoking drinking.. but he very good boy I started to love him I proposed him.. he didn't say yes or no to me but his activities are showing me that he is also loving me.. after that many times hu huged me kissed me not more than that but now he changed he I calling me by handicap handicap.. he said he won't marry me.. now am depressed and after this am having lots of inferiorty complex.. my parents are arranging marriage for be but I can't live.. what can I do tell me a way... I feel I want to to die