And new title for my posts:)
Happy new year everybody! As someone else on the board said it's the first time I could ever realise what the word 'new' in happy new year really means...
Finally I decided not to go the friends route and keep the no contact and I am feeling much better after my holidays.
Got a text from his sister in law on new years eve talking about angels and how a small sweet angel is reading this text right now and that someone I love will contact me soon. Just received half the message so didn't see the next part so that was weird. Anyhow I just replied happy new year to her and her family.
Time to focus on just me... and start those new year resolutions, new sports, new hobbies,new people. I Have a wonderful new iPod so I'm listening to music all the time, singing and quite happy! So long may it continue!
ANyhow thank you all again for all your help here..