I need to see a therapist
I Hate me, I hate the person that I am. I Never liked me. I want to like me but how can I like me when No one else does. I am a 52 year old mother of 2. Married to a wonderful Man of 30 years. I have felt like this for most of those years. But I hide it very well. My husband knows that I am depressed. But he has no Idea how much I hate ME, Everyday I pretend, Everyday is a act. I cry all the time. I might be some what smiling on the outside, But I crying/screaming inside. Why am I here.? I have NO ONE to talk to. I feel soooo alone. I am TIRED , I am embarrassed to admit that I need to talk to some one. I told my doctor that I felt all tied up inside , He sent me to see this Psychiatrist , He was a male, I could not talk to him, I felt very uncomfortable, I think I need to talk to a female. I guess I would feel more comfortable. I just want it to END. Who would be the right person I could talk too. I live in Armada, Michigan Please contact me at EMAIL REMOVED FOR PRIVACY