How do I tell him I want him back.
I went to a party with my sister last christmas at her boyfriend's. Thr I reunited with a guy friend I had a crush on for the longest, he was so sweet&kind. We were drinking& ended up having sex, I lost my virginity that night. The nxt day he called me asking me if I wanted to be with him. I ddnt know what to say, so I told him "i dont know, jst give it some time". Ever since then our relationship was based on sex, it went on for about 7months.dnt get me wrong we had a lot fun times. During that time I pickd up feelings for him, but never told him how I felt. One day I called him from my(girl)friend's fone to see whr he was.. 2dys latr my friend tells me he called her, saying he liked her& he wantd 2hook up wit her.. I was discusted and I stopped talking 2him for a couple weeks, during that time I started talkin2 a guy I used2 b friends with, and we had sex.The guy I startd having sex wit turned out to be his best friend.&wen he found out he was so mad at me, he started talking shyt. the only exuse I had was, he tryd 2get with my friend first. Weeks go by and we get back together after I broke up the little thing with his best friend. But after that happened he started 2change dramaticly. He ddnt treat me the same, he started being mean, he wudnt call me as much, and sometimes he would ignor me. One day I call him, and he says "whaaaat..?what do u want! what do u want from me! dnt u kno i hav a girlfriend??!" my heart dropped, I never thout he would say that to me. Let alone talk to me like that. I don't know what went wrong. I think he's with someone new.. but I miss him a lot. Wht should I do. call him. I don't want him 2talk2 me like that again though. How do I let him know I want to be with him but not sound desperate? And what should I say..