Hey Guys, I need some help. In 2002 ish I had a spiritual book which I loved. I can't remember the author nor can I remember the name.

However it was about regression (I think). It was about two gay guys who lived I think in NYC and came together through spiritual awakening. One had HIV and the other if I can remember nursed him till his dying day. I think he then had messages from him in a way that was unable to be anything else.

I can't remember much more. I think the guy who was alive ended up finding another partner etc. It was a very moving and spiritually touching book. Can anyone help?

John