So I'm 16 and I've just started this year's school.At first everything seemed normal but after one day I started to feel bored,stressed,depressed and couldn't find any point in living anymore. I don't have friends because Im not a very talktive person with strangers. I always wanted a friend, someone to be close to me and there when I need him but couldn't find. I know I'm young and I should talk to my parents about it but I did it and they didn't listen to me at all.I asked them to get me some medicines and they didn't really care. My looks is not awesome and I start losing will in eating. In the past 3 weeks I kept crying and searching for answers on internet but nothing could help me. I want advices on how to enjoy my life and why I should keep living. I lost my trust in God afew years ago because I grew in a non religious familly. I don't know what to do, Im afraid I'll try and suicide Please help me!