My anger scares me... I'm scared of myself.
I've been dealing for anger issues since I was in fourth grade. I was seeing a therapist for awhile, but it never did any good. That just made me angrier. Now I'm kind of controlling my anger, but only for so long. One stupid little remark and then suddenly I just explode, and I want to take on everyone. I got in a huge brawl my freshman year in high school, fighting six seniors, two juniors, a sophomore and three other freshman on my own. I lost of course, but I didn't feel the pain until the next morning when I couldn't move. I'm becoming scared of myself, and I don't know what to do. Can someone please explain this to me?