chronic nightmares and pains
Hi my names Cassandra and I've wanted to ask a doctor about this but I dislike my doctor and am too scared to talk to anyone else about it. Im 17 and ever since I've been little I've been having nightmares, sometimes when I'm awake but not night terrors, I'm literally awake and remember everything. Sometimes I feel and see things like spiders crawling everywhere in bed and I try to get up or scream and I cant. That has gone away till about this year, now I will be dreaming about something normal and just randomly see a dead persons face, and I wake up, its no one I know, and I can't sleep for days after that because I can't get the imagine out of my head. I also have been getting more fears, I have a phobia of the dark that has now gotten worse, I can't sleep even when the light is on. I get horrible nightmares at least 3 times a weak, I tried everything even sleeping pills but the nightmares get worse. They used to not bother me as much but now they wake me up and I wake up crying, they feel real. I got this dream that I was running after this car and I felt like I was running for hours, then there's was a huge car crash and the guy got out of the car and helped the other lady who was fine, but I was burning alive, I don't know why , I wasn't in a car, but my skin just felt like it was burning and I was dying but no one could see me.
Ive always been getting horrible head aches, stomach pains, that I've had since I was 12. I went to the doctors and he made me go get a lactose intolerant tests. And I came back fine. But now I'm just scared of everything... highs,bugs,the dark, being home alone even in the day. I just want it to stop.