I feel like crying all the time n guilty for no reason
Hi I'm sagar... at the age of 17 I used to get thougths of harming my own parents or killing my parents I ignored it... at the age of 19 I used to get thoughts of slapping my own friend standing beside me... I used to wonder why these thoughts appear... and when I was in 21 was doing my engineering 2 year... had a exam one day... before that day I revised and went to bed and all of a sudden I got very anxious and got very scared and my heart started pounding... from that day my life has completely changed... im jealous of my former self... after exams I consulted a psychiatrist... he put me on medication... became well... but was sleeping lot so my parents told me to stop medication and I stopped... after stopping things got much more worse than before... n we consulted a new psychiatrist... his treatment is not so effective but I had no other option than taking his medication because my parents forced to take his medication... I feel so sad for no reason... very guilty for no reason... I always cry a lot... and I'm a insomniac too... sometimes I feel like going crazy... I feel like ill go mad... my life is ruined literally... *** help.