Evil spirit & demon experiences..
Hello,I would like help and info on demon attack I'am currently experiencing over the last 13yrs,I'am 33 yr old male,I've had these experiances since I can remember in fact thousands most of which don't scare me and most which made my beliefs in god more real,13 yrs ago I was in hm forces when my first really bad attack happened,the 2 days leading up this I was aware of a presence around me in my room something I was used to but this was different on the day my friend who had the room next door went to walk in my room I was gazing out the window he screamed I turned as he ran out back into his room,I went and asked him what was up,he was looking at me strangely just saying he tried to creep up on me to scare me and something came forward and passed through him,his hair was standing on end, I found it funny and he said he wouldn't ever come in my room again,on the night I will always remember the time I went to bed that night it was 10;30 I fell asleep I woke up it was 10;35 went back to sleep woke up 10;40 this seemed to happen till 30 min past midnight I lay there then felt my bed sheets been dragged from the bed something that had happened when I was younger I picked them up and lay back down but I had a sense as if my room was full of people who I could not see as if they were standing watching queitly I had no reason then to feel scared (I was brought up very religiously till the age of 12,I still had my beliefs but had long ago stopped saying a prayer before meals and bedtime)as I lay there my bed sheets tightend and I felt my body press into the matress I guess I went into shock for a bit as I could not move then my instinct took over as as I lifted myself up I was flung back down my head pulled back and a force holding my hands and legs my bedsheets were flung and looking toward the ceiling I remember feeling helpless my mouth was stretched open and I could feel a force trying to push its way inside me my throat felt stretched to the limits,I had tears running down my cheeks,I fought back after a while it stopped the rest of the night I sat there with the light on,I didn't feel like the same person again the next night I lay there it happened again this time I was lifted and slammed back down on my stomach again I fought back I felt my bed clothes being pulled from my body atfer a while it stopped I jumped up and ran in my friends room I felt sick,I was honest with my friend about it but asked him not to say anything as I was an inscructor at an academy for officers and did not want to lose my job,I left the forces a few months later due to things happening,this thing happened again a year later I lived on my own 3 days in row the same thing but with a voice reasureing me to give in and let us in and you will never have to worry we will protect you,I tried to pray even keeping my old bible by the bed and reading passages when I could feel them.There would a growling and it would feel as if an animal was pacing my bed I would get laughed at when praying,my light fittings would either melt or blow 10 yrs on I have had some horrific experiances to strange to talk about,I've put myself in a mental hospital seen every mental health doctor available but to be told I have no functional mental illness,I was in a sleep clinic overnite 3 months ago were a few things happened on camara only to be told I am dreaming when awake,it is very frustrating as I have 2 young children now and very happily married,last night again they came and because I do feel some part of these experiances has become part of me maybe through lack of trust in my beliefs back then,when these things happen now I can see and speak to these things 1 in particular who I feel is the strongest of the group and I would like help to ID him,he is normally naked very pale no hair and with the most tatoos from his head to his toes he is the most aggressive,and since I've lived with my wife I hear them sometimes whispering horrible things to her,she is always asleep when this happens(thank god)and I always end up in a converse with them when I tell them to leave her be,my kids sometimes cry at night now saying somebody is in there room being nasty which I say to them its only a bad dream this really upsets me and when I was grabed by the face last night I grabbed his hand he looked to the left at sombody when I heard a voice which nearly made me cry with fright so pure in evil its eccence makes me feel so weak and mortal,it told me THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU,even the tattoo guy seemed to back awy from my bed,I woke my wife as a way of getting her out of this and she knows how scared I'am at the moment,I am more worried as out of anger I told the tattoo guy if they harm my wife and children be warned because if I do go to a place called hell an meet them then we'll fight for all eternity,I do say my prayers and live an honest life now but don't feel strong enough anymore to fight this situation.
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Thank you for the reply when these events happen I always say a prayer to jehovah through his son jesus,I wrote it in but deleted it before posting it which I am sorry for doing so,I guess I feel let down by my religious beliefs.