May have undergo surgery for the 3rd time
I've already underwent penile surgery twice, once for phimosis (when I was a kid) though that was just a simple cirumcision.
Thing is, the circumcision left my penis with another problem, it started developing a really extreme curve downwards, I underwent surgery again that involved skin grafts and skin bridges. Thing is, one of these skin bridges snapped. This means that if the damage was severe enough, I may have to undergo a third surgery to fix the damage. I'm getting the complete checkup as soon as possible this week.
I already discussed this with my doctor and there is the risk of sterility and erectile dysfunction.
Now, this is causing me great distress. I'm slowly starting to accept the new look of my penis and even new feel to it and now there's the risk of it not even working anymore.
The simple thought of this is making me extremely scared because I've always envisioned myself with a family. I'm also only 19 and didn't really want to end my sex experience after only 1 long-term partner and a couple of 1 night stands...
I don't know, I can't even assess the situation properly AMHD...