Everyone, I need very good advice.
I live in a small mountain town with my older brother and sister, my mom and my dad. I am 15, my sister is 17, and my brother is 23. Let me first tell you abut my brother. He is the most respectable person I have ever met. He has a college degree and every day he goes to work in the City, 3 hours each way. He wakes up at for a.m and gets home around 7 p.m. It was his dream to start a business. Last month I bought a scented candle. My brother got an ideal to sell scented coffee candles online. It was a laugh at first but then we decided to actually do it. I only agreed because I thought it was a joke. I was wrong, my brother worked on accounting and inventory, my sister worked on making it look pretty, and I was in charge of the website. We each put in $100 to buy raw materials. We are probably going to start selling my the end of next week. Now here is my problem. I can't put this in any better way but I suck at everything I do. I try to do the most basic task and I end up screwing up. I was also in charge of making a market plan and a market analysis. I messed up at everything I did. Now I have to learn HTML to sell our stuff. I tried my best but my sister and brother just took over. Our website kind of sucks right now. I feel really guilty now. I know my brother and sister would kick me out if I didn't put $100 in. I also feel bad because they have both worked really hard and made great progress, but I am still where I was from day 1. I can't just quit because my $100 is turned into candle supplies. I know that my brother wants me to do well, but I just suck at everything. Last week I spent 9 hours trying to learn HTML but I still suck at it and it takes me so long to do the most simple tasks. What should I do?