Been a little down recently, my girlfriend left me and I hardly get to see my baby
My girlfriend left me for the first time about a year ago, and we have been on and off since. But the last time we split up it seems its for real. Its been 3 months and although I've had many opportunities to move on, I cant! All I think about is her and my little girl. Whether she is seeing someone else. If she is how long will it be until someone starts trying to play dad to my child. I'm not the type of person who will sit back and let it happen. I know if it happens I'll end up in trouble. I don't know what to do. I've tried making things right but she doesn't want it. I know if she wanted to be with me she would be by now and I know I need to move on. I'm starting to go into myself a lot. Staying home and doing nothing. Sitting in my room writing poetry. Its so sad because its not me at all! I hate the way I'm feeling, I know so many people have it worse. For instance I have a friend who's recently separated wife was seen sleeping with someone in a pub toilets. Although I hope my ex isn't like that. I can't help but think something like that will happen and then I know id really get in trouble. Basically I need some advice before I do something stupid... please