I think I am going crazy! My Wife is divorcing me and she took my kids away from me. I haven't seen them for almost 2 months.. I feel like such a shadow of the man I once was. The days seem to be mixing into each other and then some days will disappear all together. I don't drink or do drugs but I feel like time is changing speeds on me. I keep hearing my daughter calling me. I can't get the voices in my head to stop. I have to keep moving and working for my mind to calm down but I am so tired. I don't know how much more I can take... Is some one out there? Am I still alive? I feel like a ghost walking around..

Separation from your children is tough. Do you have a first hearing set for the divorce?

No She won't tell me anything about the divorce or hand me my copy of the divorce papers. I haven't had a good nights sleep in almost 2 months, but I am afraid that If I go in to a doctor about the way I feel they will lock me on on suicide watch.. I called a nurse to ask her what I should do to be able to sleep and she wanted to have an ambulance come get me so I could get put on a 72 hour suicide watch... I don't know what to do... It is so hard to keep a solid thought in my head...

Cody

I'm having problems with staying on site. Don't know if it's my end or the site. So if I don't get back to you directly please understand.

Here is a telephone number that can help you with your state of mind. These folks are there 24 hours and trained in dealing with just your type of crisis. It is completely confidential, free, and you don't even have to identify yourself unless you choose to. Please give them a call and then get back to us.

CALL 1-800-273-8255