Originally Posted by little_tiger
I'm 23. and obsessed with the way I look. I weigh 150pounds and 5.5ft. I hate the way I look and I want to change myself all the time! About a year ago I weighed 260lbs and lost all of the weight. But still I want to drop even more weight! I am so obsessed with it that I am even using pills with d-Norphseudoephedrine in, have been using them for more than long enough now, but I just can't get off them. They make me forget everything, and I get so irritated when I use it. I dont want to take it anymore, but when I start to pick up a abit of weight I get all paranoid and start sticking my finger down my throat again (I had that problem 2 years ago to the extent that I lost 45lbs in a very short while and got horribly sick!!!) I dont know how to handle this anymore and I dont know what to do about it anymore... I am starting to ruin my body in an attempt to be "perfect"... (My parents, family, boyfriend, friends, everyone I know tells me I look great but still I hate that thing in the mirror!!! I can't stand what it looks like!!!) Please help...