Does she even want me as her friend?
Recently my friend has been 'off' with me I suppose, she ignores me in english because a supposedly 'better' friend is the other side of her and every time I ask her to go out it's the same excuse "my mum won't let me" but she went out with other friends with no problem
I'm really upset about all this though :( we don't even have decent conversations anymore, also we went to a theme park for our end of year trip, I asked her to go on a ride and said said "no i'm going on the all the rides with her" (the friend that sits the other side of her in english) that hurt me as well
I ask her sometime's as well "do you hate me?" we go into a heartfelt conversation but nothing changes and sometimes worsens
Also we've been friends for 3 years~
What can I do to stop this? Do I have to change to be more exciting?
I don't want to lose her :'(!