Ok I really can't do this any more my f**kin dad is driving me crazy I hate him so much I want to kill him why can't he go back to jail I was so happy when he was there.All he does is drink and smoke.He is cheating on my mom and she knows it but she loves him she says I hope he gives he STD or something I can't wait next December I'm moving out ill be 18 :D. rally hate him he buys a lock for him room so we can't go in it like we want to.I f**kin hate him so much :mad:

Why would you want to go into his room? If you plan to leave next year it is important to plan ahead. Try to get a part time job, you are going to need money. Keep your money safe.

And until you leave you are going to have to try to get on with everyone a little better. Or do you enjoy being miserable? Something needs to change and you are the only one who can change it.

Want to try a little experiment? Try talking and acting nicer, sweeter to everyone you have to deal with on a daily bases. No matter how they talk to or treat you, rise above it, behave better than they do.

Focus on your experiment and just watch how the people around you begin to change towards you. There is such a thing as 'The Law Of Attraction' - you get back what you give out. Try giving out some sweetness and light and see what happens.

Nothing will work until I move out and I am getting a job.im going to live with my boyfriend and his family.they already said yes but I didn't tell my mom and dad yet

No offense, but your rents may not be so happy about this. Your mom (by reading what you wrote about her)will probably trhink as long as the family sticks together everything will be OK, but tell her this:Once this guy went out with 2 women, one of them kept quiet when he cheated on her, so then later he just treated her like dirt and she ended up killing herself.The other woman when she found out about his cheating on her, yelled at him, slapped him across the face and he treated her like a princess.I'm not saying to tell your mom to beat him up, but she should definitely take some action,whether it is just a talk or she leaves him.Also you should tell her to pick between you or your dad, because obviosly you can't get along with him, because stuff might be going on that shwe don't know about. I hope I helped.