I'm in love with my best friend, but she has a boyfriend. I've told her how I feel?
We've been friends for about a year now. The ironic thing is, it was her liking me in the first place that made us become such good friends. Last year, it was basically a text relationship, but it's changed this year into actually hanging out and stuff.
I think I liked her from the start, I was just too scared to admit it. My feelings changed for her about February this year. I've been straight up with her from the beginning. I filled two journals full of poems for her. We share the books.
A week ago, she and her boyfriend went through a really spot. She actually thought they were going to break up. She came to me, not any of her other mates. I thought-and so did she-that it might actually be the beginning of us. Of course, it wasn't. The next day, it was straight back to him. :(
I've given up going it alone, so I decided to ask here. If there's anything else that you might need to know to help, just ask.