I wish I had more self confidence in myself I was wondering if there's any way to make me feel good about myself?

First off. You might want to adopt an attitude of grattitude. Take time in your day to be grateful. You will find that you are important and have meaning because your being blessed. Another thing is when you wake up treat your day as a blank canvas. Then make each day a masterpiece.
If your doing you best and still not getting anywhere then with time you will. Keep a positive attitude. Negatives now can become positives later in ways we can't comprehend until such a time as it turns around. So keep plugging away and soon you will be smiling. And with that others will notice it too.

Califdadof3 offered some excellent advice - don't think there's anything beneficial that I can add to that.