I was wiv me ex for a few months before he broke us up. But afterwards we kept seeing each other and I feel for him. But he then told me he had to move away for work which really hurt me. I saw him before he went, and it was really nice but I just didn't want to say goodbye. And then he went and I still loved him and wanted to talk to him but he could never talk to me because of work. And work was too important to him so I tried to move on but I just couldn't. I got rid of his number and tried to forget him until last weekend, where he sent me a message saying he was back up here for the weekend. And I wanted to see him but he didn't know if he could. But in the end he did, and I loved every minute of it. It was nice just to see him, kiss him and everything. But when he had to drop me off so he could drive back I just broke down crying and couldn't leave him. We talked for half an hour before I had to go, he also cried in front of me and made me all these promises but I knew he wudnt keep them. I love him and want him a lot, but I just can't have him. And I would go stay with him but he never tells me when he has a weekend off.
I just need help because I don't know what to do anymore. I've tried so many times not to talk to him and I've tried to wait until he talks to me but that never happens.
