I cheated on my boyfriend more than one time. I owned up twice when we wernt serius together and then when we became serious and I did it agan he found out a year later, but took me back. I know its a lot. Bt evrytime I cheated on him we wernt together. Now that he;s taken me back he treats me so badly, I'm thankful he took me back and all but its be so long now and he still holds what I did aganst me and treats me so badly like swearing at me and yelling and being so so possesive. Befre everything went bad when he found out, he used to always get into fyts with me and break up with me he has always been controlling. We have been tgether for two yrs now and I love him so much I feel like I might regret leaving him if I do... please help me.

Trust doesn't just grow back; you have to earn it, and that's only if he lets you. Sometimes, once that trust is broken, there really isn't any going back.

If it's worth it to you, stick it out and try to win his trust again. But if it's just not going to happen, you might have to move on.

Sounds like a burning ship, I wouldn't bother to be honest. But you cheated on him multiple times, kudos to the guy for being a good guy and taking you back when you probably didn't deserve it.

This board probably won't give great answers for you trying to get out of a mess you obviously created but that's enough negativity when I should be trying to offer you solid advice.

Trust is not going to grow back here overnight, if at all. You broke his trust then probably promised it wouldn't happen again but you did it again, then you got serious and you crushed his heart and trust? I wouldn't expect things to ever get better. You can only run over something so many times before it just dies...

I suppose dane cook says it best... "you can spend the next two years b@$ching and fighting or you can be adult about and just say this is over right? Then go your own ways"