Major screw up earlier this week
Earlier this week, my boyfriend came over for the holiday for a bbq. Well, I was reading most of the time he was over, even though he comes over every day he told later that night that it annoyed him that I couldn't put the book down ( it was getting to a very good part and I had to find out what was guna happen)(anyone who reads would understand). And I told him on the car ride home that it seemed he was mad at me for reading all day... he says I snapped and yelled when I'm positive I didn't snap or raise my voice. So later that night I text him explaining that I didn't snap and I was sorry for not putting my book down. Well, one thing leads to the next and we are in a huge fight. He sends me a text saying a not very nice thing and (by this time I was majorly heated) and told him to say it again hoping he would realize he said a mean thing and to apologize. Well, he didn't and I told him I didn't want to talk to him again. He took it as I was breaking up with him and called. Well, I spend the next hour crying and begging him to forgive me and to not let the relationship end. We are still together, but I know that I broke his heart when I said what I said. I really need some advice on how to at least begin to fix this mess I made and to make his heart heal again. He is leaving for the army next month, and I'm not looking for a quick fix but just some starting points on what I can do to start the healing.
